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I’m not using him for sex, I care about him, we’ve spent years together, i cared about him more than his own mother, I constantly check up on him, few weeks go he called me crying and I booked a hospital appointment and lied to 6 people just to go see him, just because sex makes me feel better then I’m using hi BBC m? He doesn’t even say no or maybe later or مالي خلق، he’s willing and he finishes more than one time everytime lol, son of b*tch, I’ve always treated him right💔