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You have the purest soul I’ve ever seen , Wallahi u r so beautiful from inside … and outside too I really wish that we could be friends, I can’t have any social life Yes I have friends, and they kinda love me, but i can’t, i can’t live, I am cursed I think My life is just so fucked up, I am so weirdo, I think a lot . I smile a lot, but if my eyes could show my soul every one would cry when they saw my smile I can’t find myself I don’t even know who I am it’s weird. Am i an alien? I don’t even know if I am truly writing this message or not Just wish me luck , i wish i was dead I hope that I can survive