In other words” seems there is something missed (جزء من النص مفقود) Ok no matter I am one who believe that everything will come at time, if it is late or come early that is for reason and that reason you will know it day after day and you will find the good. But not everything you wish will achieve it! We dream a lot, perhaps we live some of our dreams. Try to do not think a lot of that (thing) and don’t look at what other have. ( do not overthinking, try to focus in what you have now, when the time come you will have that thing without even feel it) This is what i have to say, i do not know what is that thing you want it exactly, but (و اصبر لحكم ربك فانك بأعيننا) ‎اتمنى يتحقق الشئ اللي فبالك و يسعدك ربّ باضعاف مضاعفة، عليك بالدعاء💘